In my 'saner' moments I've more or less admitted to myself that the supernatural doesn't exist, but I'm still weirdly superstitious and given to a lot of magical thinking and a lot of pantheist / pagan ways of thinking. I haven't totally worked out what the hell all of that means. But I'm still extremely WUT about these people. And more than a little pissed off at them cheapening a body of myth that I passionately love and sort of wish I could believe in, honestly. :P