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[rivendellrose]

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We watched a very scary documentary about Takarazuka theater in Japan, today. Seriously, my friend in that class and I decided it was one of the most disturbing things we'd seen in a long time. And yet, in the midst of being horrified at the gender stuff being upheld by this thing, part of my brain starts going "dude... you should go back to theater, now."

It never goes away. I swear, it's like alcoholism. You can be clean for years, but you take one sip or even see a damned glass, and it's right there pounding on you again. I don't want to be the pathetic old lady who goes on about "I could have done it" when I'm old... but I don't want to waste my time, now, either. But it keeps coming up, over and over, and I miss it.

Comments

[narsilion.livejournal.com]

Yeah, i miss you IN it. Good job on the writing!

[rivendellrose.livejournal.com]

Thank you and thank you. ;) Feeling better at all?

[narsilion.livejournal.com]

yeah, being home, and knowing that
A)tomorrow is Friday,
B)Cindi kitties Mom and Dad come home tomorrow
C)reading more of Smoke and Mirrors
D)tea and postem
I am feeling better. Oh, and Dorothy's son came home too!
So I will have free time starting tomorrow. WHEE!
Not to give the impression that I don't love Dorothy and enjoy spending time with her, I really do. And I appreciate the job opportunity with Cindi, but I'm glad to be done tomorrow. Not that she doesn't have her reasons, but she's a cranky kitten. ;P

[rivendellrose.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear you're doing better, and that Dorothy and Cindi will both soon be off your shoulders to some extent. Poor cranky kitty.