Uh.... yeah.
Mar. 24th, 2004 10:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rivendellroseSo.... that was a bad idea.
Somehow, in the havoc of the last few weeks, I got it into my head that the solution to my guy problems was that I actually still liked one of my ex-boyfriends, and that I'd made a mistake in breaking up with him in the first place.
The verdict from talking to him last night is that yes, I do still like him, but, no, I most likely did not make a mistake. Nor was he going to let me make that mistake again (which sounds kind, were it not for terms in which said conclusion were delivered.) Which is not to say he was being a bastard or something.... at least that's what my more polite, fully awake brain tells me. It sang a different tune last night. I'm still kind of mad at him, but whatever.
Right, right.... moving on with life, then. I remember now why I knew it was a good idea the first time, even though it hurt me.
Somehow, in the havoc of the last few weeks, I got it into my head that the solution to my guy problems was that I actually still liked one of my ex-boyfriends, and that I'd made a mistake in breaking up with him in the first place.
The verdict from talking to him last night is that yes, I do still like him, but, no, I most likely did not make a mistake. Nor was he going to let me make that mistake again (which sounds kind, were it not for terms in which said conclusion were delivered.) Which is not to say he was being a bastard or something.... at least that's what my more polite, fully awake brain tells me. It sang a different tune last night. I'm still kind of mad at him, but whatever.
Right, right.... moving on with life, then. I remember now why I knew it was a good idea the first time, even though it hurt me.
