rivendellrose | 'by the shadows of the night i go'

Had a really nice day today, although I've gotten pretty depressed right here at the end of it. My sinuses are trying to expand and take up my whole head, which is just not comfortable, and I'm freaked out about money issues for the coming year. No surprise there, since I get freaked out about this every year, but it's worse this year since I have no job at all right now.

Tomorrow, I think I should get up early and take a walk up the road, stopping by all the places I've applied at and checking in with them. And there's still the interview on Thursday with Starbucks - maybe something will come of that. I'm scared, though, because I just know I'm going to fuck up a bunch of yuppies' coffees and they're gonna hate me. *headdesk* I know nothing about coffee - I should not be working making triple grande white chocolate lattes with soy and no whip, or whatever when I don't even really know what all that means. But I'm desperate - I'll do any kind of work, pretty much, so long as it isn't actually dangerous.

My eyes hurt. I'm going to bed.