ack

I think I've hit that point where there's so much stuff to do that I just kind of freeze and can't seem to make myself do a damned fucking thing of any use.

I've done the dishes. I've snuggled the cat. I've chatted on AIM. I've gone over my friends-list about five times for anything worth reading, and I'm hovering over the games like a vulture that sees roadkill.

I really really really REALLY need to work on my papers.

.... but first I need some tea. Or something. God-fucking-damned-fucking-sonofabitchclasswork.

eep

Cue the running around like a chicken with my head cut off - in all the "ohmigod I can't take doing work today!" madness, I now have to also be mad about making sure I've got everything ready for Baronial Banquet tomorrow.

I've actually written a checklist. I feel so organized. And that's pretty damned weird, for me.

Sunday is going to suck ass, pretty much, because I'm gonna have SO MUCH SHIT TO DO. But tomorrow should be fun, at least.

ETA: I am such a fucking idiot. Why? Because I really ought to know to check the fucking directions when I'm going to a local event, because every now and then they're really close. And by really close, I mean that it looks like it would take me longer to get to the house of the person who offered to drive me than it would for me to just hitch the same gods-damned bus in the opposite direction, transfer to another bus in Ballard, and go another five minutes to the site. Or just, you know, walk from the original bus-stop, if I wanted.

I am the most ineffective human being ever. I swear, I just... argh. So now I'm going "dude, can it really be that damned easy???" But if it isn't... for god's sake, it's gonna be the middle of the day. I've done worse in the evening, in worse areas, looking for less obvious landmarks. If I had just looked at the damned directions before figuring I needed a ride, this whole thing could have been made so much more simple. So... yeah.

Such an idiot. Really haven't felt this stupid in a good while. I will be taking the bus. I will have my cell. It will be good.