a hastily-written rant / explanation

It occurs to me, in the context of a Bingo card for Disco's last season that I saw on Tumblr, that my very complicated feelings for Discovery have mirrored the trajectory of my feelings for Enterprise in almost perfect reverse. Well, except for the whole, like, two decade gap in my Enterprise viewing experience where I watched the pilot, noped the fuck out for nearly 20 years apart from one scene viewed without audio (or, rather, with angsty K-pop audio) in a boba tea shop during college, then came back later and found it exactly what I needed during one of the worst periods of my life.

So... here goes. ( A lot of nonsense about my Star Trek fandom feels from two ends of the spectrum. )

I'll try to post something real someday soon. I just wanted to put this here because it feels like full-circle given how I started out with Disco here.